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robot_renegade
02 March 2010 @ 03:14 am

Things with Ian and I will never work, he's taking himself out of everyone's life pretty much. I have no idea why, but it makes things easier for me. I have somewhat already moved on. I know that it's way too fast, but this is something that is just perfect. I am already in love with his bestfriend, Mikey. He is so perfect. He knows what I'm going through and he wants to always be there for me when I need him. He's already walked me home from North Salem back to West Salem so I wouldn't be alone. I finally found someone who will return the love I give and then-some. He'll do anything I'll ask, within reason.

I just don't know. It's only been a few days of just hanging out with him, and every day so far has been amazing.


 
 
robot_renegade
14 September 2009 @ 09:54 pm

Saturday night I went and stayed the night at my mom's house. Shell and I went to the hot springs by Eugene with Marilyn and her friends. It was a blast, I love it. We had stayed for such a long time that we got home at around 6AM.

 

I'm too lazy to get into any details.

 
 
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robot_renegade
06 September 2009 @ 02:06 pm
So I'm actually going to start out with saying I saw "Willy Nealson" at work yesterday. That's a guy Leo and I gave that name too since that's what he looks like. He's overly friendly towards me, which sends me weird vibes. Now he knows where I live, he's seen me outside of school and I bet he's going to think we're friends. Damnit.

Arr and I had a wonderful date last night. We went to Applebee's and then sonic where I got a delicious watermelon slush thing. We talked about boys and other girl things. It was something that I really needed, and something that I still need. I need someone to talk to about real girl things. And when we were going home we had to wait at this stop light. The car next to us had some creeper who was staring down Arr's dirty pillows. So she backs up and when the light turns green he doesn't go and we're waiting for him to go first so he doesn't look anymore. We sped up and that was the end of it. It was totally a creeper moment.

I might get to go shopping for school things. I don't know why but I love school shopping. Maybe because I've been doing it my entire life and I don't want it to end. XD Just like how I don't look forward to Christmas anymore because I don't do any count downs or useless crafts like in grade school. But I still get excited for back to school shopping. I really don't know what I'm babbling on about anymore. I want nice things this year. Or maybe I'll buy all wite things and draw and paint on them, then that way I can have anything that I want.

Time to get ready.
 
 
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robot_renegade

So pretty much this is where I post more detailed things that I rather not have on Myspace. Only people I can trust with my life are my friends on here, and are able to read this. Don't get angry at me because you can't read this. It isn't my problem. Maybe if you talked to me about it I might share. Or if you think you can handle this then add me if you have an account here. 

I get tired of random people reading my stuff. It's creepy. It's like having a stranger from downtown enter your mind and loiter. And that's just not right.

 
 
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